Three Down, Two To Go

My Cyber-knife procedures are 35 minutes each. As it turns out, it is an uncomfortable, somewhat painful experience.

The mask that is covering my face (and anchors me to the metal table that I lie on for the procedure) hurts. It is TIGHT. It leaves impressions on my face when I am done. The first day I was advised not to wear make-up. My tech, Kim, whom I’ve grown fond of, explained that I could, in fact, wear make-up, it just might rub off on the mask. And so the second day, I wore make-up, not realizing that the mask is so stinking tight that I would not be able to open my eyes with the thickness of my lashes with mascara on them. Oh my! That was an entirely new level of anxiety! At least the first day I could see through the tiny white criss-cross holes of the mask to look around when I wanted to.

Upon my arrival at my first procedure, my tech asked for my CD. "CD?" I wondered. "Yeah, that would’ve been a good idea. Tomorrow for sure," I thought. And so, she offered to turn the radio on to the only station they had reception for in the Cyber-Knife room. The station? 70’s rock. Can I throw up already? I was born in the late 70’s, but I was not listening to rock. I asked her to turn it off, but she had already left the room. And so my 35 minutes of pressurized laser beam therapy included Led Zeppelin and The Grateful Dead. Don't get me wrong--it's not that I’m that opposed to the music, you just wouldn't see it on my list of songs for relaxation. Oh well, we had a good laugh when we left the hospital.

Physically, I am tolerating the treatment well. I have been super tired (I took a four-hour nap on the first day), have had a light headache, minor nausea (that goes away a little after eating) and occasional burning in my eye. Nothing I can’t live with.

As the treatments progress, side-effects can be more prominent. So, as usual, I’m going to ask you for prayer that the last two treatments would be flawless, and effective. I go in at 10:30 on Monday and 8:30 on Tuesday. I will update more as the treatment ends. Your love, prayer, concern, and care has been amazing this week. I have been blessed with special people in my life. I thank the Lord for you often!